happy birthday to myself

Today is my birthday.and i just want to keep silent.do nothing.my sister send a message to me.she wants to give a gift to me.i said to her"no.thank you."today i just want to do the thing i want to do,want stayed alone.that is all. i still make a wish during the birthday,though no cake .Hope my parents and grandparents are fit,hope i can have a loved BF.